We may not know which way to go On this dark road (Mr. Duckworth) All of these hoes make it difficult Session ten, breakthrough One of these lives, I'ma make things right With the wrongs I've done, that's one of you now With the Father, Son, 'til then, I fight Rain on me, put the blame on me Got guilt, got hurt, got shame on me Got six magazines that's aimed at me Done every magazine, what's fame to me? (And I'm trippin' and fallin') It's a game to me, where the bedroom at? Sleep, I ain't had affairs with that What's fair when the hearts and the words don't reach? What's fair when the money don't take things back? It's rare when somebody take your dreams back? (And I'm trippin' and fallin') I care too much, wanna share too much In my head too much, I shut down too I ain't there too much, I'm a complex soul They layered me up, then broke me down And moralities dust, I lack in trust (and I'm trippin' and fallin') This time around, I trust myself Please everybody else but myself All else fails, I was myself Out done fear, out done myself This year, you better one yourself (and I'm trippin' and fallin') Masks on the babies, mask on an opp Wear masks in the neighborhood stores you shot But a mask won't hide who you are inside Look around, the realities carved in the lies Wipe my ego, dodge my pride (and I'm trippin' and fallin') Look myself in the mirror Amityville, I ain't seen nothin' scarier I fought like a pit bull terrier, blood I shed could fill up aquariums Tell my angels, "Carry 'em" (and I'm trippin' and fallin') Every emotion been deprived Even my strong points couldn't survive If I didn't learn to love myself, forgive myself a hundred times, dawg I love when you count me out (huh) I love when you count me out I love when you count me out (wah, woo, ooh) I love when you count me out Fuck it up, fuck it up Fuck it up, fuck it up, fuckin' it up How you gon' win my trust when the lies run deep? (Wah, woo, wah) How you gon' bend your love when the bad don't sleep? (Sheeesh) Beep, beep, crash our feelings in the middle of the street (vroom, vroom) Fuck it up, fuck it up
